My Thoughts....Posted June 05, 2008
I opened my eyes this morning and fell apart. I again realized i didn't miss any pills, any ice lollies, and "i have to go to the toilets" all of it is not there. Its almost as if i still ...She's only 17 and some where in between it all she grew up so fast. the words of my sister-in-law...June 04, 2008
Steve, my bruv. Words can not describe how much i love and look up to him. When i was growing up Dean and Steve were always there for me and they are the best big brothers any girl could ask for...A blog my sister wrote just before he passed....Posted June 03, 2008
It seems another day has passed. I don't understand why he hasn't left us yet. Could he really be not ready? When I think of Steve as he was, I know he wouldn't want to live as he is. I wonder, is he ...Have you ever wondered when that last kiss would take place?....June 03, 2008
I did, until i just knew. I felt it that day. Yesterday. I was changing his boxers when i went and leaned in to give him a kiss.... he turned his head and kissed me like ...Close your eyes for a moment....May 31, 2008
Just a quick note, we had quite the scare today!! He was down to 1 breath every 25 seconds or so. And pretty unstable. We called the nurse out and really not much you can do...Live Laugh Love for so many reasons other than your own....May 28, 2008
I can not believe it is Wednesday and we are still here! It just goes to show what a fighter Steve is and always has been. Hanging on for every last second he can. Although i really ...This is our love story...May25, 2008
Well, its Sunday and here we still are. Managing to make the best of every 2 min conversation we get. It seems almost as if death is just taunting us...
A place between here and there... its called OZ...May 22, 2008
My heart is breaking at the very sight of the things i see and have yet to come. There is no possible way to put it all down in a blog...
Sad Times in Oz...May 21, 2008
Steve is not doing so well these days. He has decided that he just cant fight any longer. His body is just tired, Steve is tired....
Its A Bitter Sweet Life...May 19, 2008
Well it was a bitter sweet kind of weekend. Steve's family came into town on Friday night. They got here around 7pm and Steve had been asleep most the day before...
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- Tidewell Hospice
- Crys Loved Me Foundation
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Essence-of-Life - Suppliers of CESIUM CHLORIDE
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National Foundation for Cancer Research
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Esophageal Cancer Awareness Association
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Mayo Clinic Cancer Center
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MD Anderson
Cancer Center
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